LedahTheSolitary

The journal of I'm-still-aliveevery-thing-is-still-the-samelot-of-nonsense-I-guess So, summer is finished. I had fun, I went almost always at the lake, I stayed a lot of time out of home. Now, University has started. Three time a week I go to Rome. I like going to Rome, but I hate the early awake (hope I said it well). I like programming in Java, but during the last days I wished I knew php instead, Oh, my parents brought me a laptop, so I guess this makes me happy... Yes, it does. ·3 All the other things in my life are still the same as always, and I'm starting to think they'll never change. Hope I'm wrong. Ciao a tutti. Bye, see

Yeah, I managed to survive. I've almost never opened a school book during the last 5 years, and I took 80100. So, I'm finally on holidays. At least. I'm a little bored, but I prefer boredom on anxiety, fear, anger and killer instinct. I'm free, I don't have to see anymore a bunch of people who I hated and I still hate in my (ex) class, and I can go to sleep to the lake's beach. So, good holidays to you all. And ignore this journal entry, I'm writing just to kill time. :XD:

Have to study. Last interrogations, teachers doin' bastards for no reason, exams gettin' nearer and nearer, whole chapters and characters to study, no ideas for my 'tesina' (and no idea for the english word for it too), so I'm depressed, angry, nevrotic, with few hours of sleep and a lot of study not considered as it should be by my teachers. I've watched some amv of Slam Dunk on youtube, and I rediscovered that fantastic anime, my passion for it and for basketball. How I'd like to play basketball in stead of study right now... Excuse me for the bad english, no time to check and think. Farewell, until my reborn. 'Cause I'll die.